Poorly Jem

<SLY> VampireCalanon JemHayden groans and opens her eyes slightly, her head pounding. Maybe she shouldnt have drunk so much last night. Again. Day three of drinking. She laughs slightly and closes her eyes as the sound echoes around the room, loudly. Slowly she sits up and, with her hand on her head, makes her way to the bathroom. Maybe a shower would make her feel better. She enters the ensuit and turns the shower on, the sound of the water magnified. "Great. The one time I have a hangover" she grumbles before turning round and promptly throwing up in the toilet. She sighs as she undresses  and steps into the shower, the water hurting her head as it hits her. She finishes quickly and gets dried and into some clean clothes before heading down to the kitchen. Tea wasnt appealing to her right now, the though of it was making her want to throw up. Staggering through to the kitchen she takes out some painkillers, downing a couple before heading to the front room and collapsing on the sofa, her breathing shallower and slower than normal. Not that she noticed, not even noticing the sweats appearing as she closes her eyes, the pain in her head slowly  getting worse as she closes her eyes, falling into a deep sleep, deeper than she had before, shivering intensly.

Jem and Flow

 <HUF> SecretlyaPanda flowfire strolls in, arching his eyebrows curiously, his head twisting and arching to get a better view of the place.
  <SLY> VampireCalanon JemHayden yawns and watches Flow closely "You like it?"
  <HUF> SecretlyaPanda flowfire wrinkles his nose, shrugging, "Too much family." He sniffles, "I was never good at the whole family life. Always fancied myself as more of a lone wolf. Until... You know."
  <SLY> VampireCalanon JemHayden grins as she glances round "Trust me when I say thhis is nothing. Me and my husband, well, we have 6 children." she chuckles "Most of them are half vampire."
  <HUF> SecretlyaPanda flowfire rolls his eyes, "Someone's busy.." He teases, "I don't know how you can stand the little brats, personally. They're only good as meals, no offence. I guess the half blood helps, though."
  <SLY> VampireCalanon JemHayden flushes pink "Wellt here is a reason we have soundproofed" she mumbles, a grin on her face "But seriously, he works away too much for my liking so we have to make up for it when he gets home." she narrows her eyes at Flow "My kids are NOT brats." she growls.
  <HUF> SecretlyaPanda flowfire twirls through the house, into the dining room, before clearing a space on the table and sitting on it, "Of course not, darling. I'm sure your kids are... Delectable. They're not those horrible peasant kids, after all." He calls through to her, "I just meant kids in general. They detract from the whole experience. Unless you get one of us."peasant kids, you see hanging about." He wrinkles his nose and glances around the room, "I just meant kids in general. They detract from the whole experience, unless you get one of us..."
  <SLY> VampireCalanon JemHayden shakes her head as she follows him to the dining room, leaning on the door frame "My kids are nothing like peasant kids, nor are they disgusting humans either." she sighs "They are special Too special, and Im not saying that because Im their mother either." she rolls her eyes, knowing every mother thought their kid was special, destined to be something. "Thats why they Arent here right now. Too many people are after them. We had to send them somewhere safe." she chews her lip slightly, her eyes not leaving him as she spoke.
  <HUF> SecretlyaPanda flowfire arches an eyebrow curiously, "These people are obviously not very good at what they do." He remarks casually, before yawning softly, "You know, I once met a man who travelled through time. You know what he said to me?" He licks his lips happily, an unseen firelight dancing in his eyes.
  <SLY> VampireCalanon JemHayden looks up at the ceiling and chuckles "They are, well were, good enough to kidnap them on more than one occasion." she flicks her attention back to him, tilting her head "A riddle, Flow, dear?" she queries.
  <HUF> SecretlyaPanda flowfire chuckles softly, "Then perhaps you were not trained well enough." He teases mirthfully, " And nope. A fact of life, he said. 900 years of space and time, and I have never met anyone that wasn't special. And I've met a lot of people. Now, you know what I replied? I said, they may have been special, but that doesn't mean they're any more difficult to capture, torture and kill."
  <SLY> VampireCalanon JemHayden chuckles "Well, I am only a trainee assassin, my dear Flow." she smiles as she walks over to him "Everyone is special, the fact is not all of them deserve it. Well not in my eyes anyway. and the ones who think they are, but arent" she pauses as she reaches the table and lowers her voice almost to a purr as she leans in to his ear "I get to play with." she giggles, tucking her hair behind her ear as she stands back up.
  <HUF> SecretlyaPanda flowfire purrs contently, licking his lips and pressing them to her cheek when she leans down, "Many people that live deserve death, do not be so hasty to deal it. Not all ends can be seen, my love." He grins and rolls his eyes, the muggle films were stuck in his head, again, he smirks and mutters, " Lucky them.."
 <SLY> VampireCalanon JemHayden closes her eyes briefly as his lips touch her cheek, nodding "I dont always deal them their death, my dear. Sometimes, as I say, I just like to play with them. Tease them slightly then leave them." she laughs, throwing her head back before she takes a step closer to him "So, lucky them, hmm?" she winks"Whatever do you mean." she grins wickedly.
  <HUF> SecretlyaPanda flowfire smirks, chuckling softly, "Oh, I'd rather you kill me, dearest. This one could not dare to be teased by you." Another purr rolls from his lips as his arms snake around her waist, "I'd Just have to take these things that I want most."He brushes a stray hair from her face, "You look a little crazy when you do that, babe. Careful." He teases once more, completely ignoring her question.
  <SLY> VampireCalanon JemHayden licks her lips before she chews the bottom one slightly "Oh, thats a shame" she murmurs as she wraps her arms around his neck and leaning her forhead against him "I think, teasing you wouldnt have the same effect." she grins, wiggling her eyebrows slightly as she softly presses her lips against his "Crazy, my sweet. I can be worse than crazy." she whisprs, pouting slightly at the ignored question.
  <HUF> SecretlyaPanda flowfire presses his forehead against hers, pouting his lips up to her playfully, "Kiss me."He purrs seductively. "Teasing me would have a completely different effect."He giggles, winking and pulling her closer still, "Oh sweetie, I love it when you're crazy. It really drives me wild."
  <SLY> VampireCalanon JemHayden giggles as a tingle runs down her spineCrazy? Sweetie you already drive me crazy" she murmurs in his ear, tightening her arms around him, pressing her lips against his again. "Driving me crazy makes you wild hmm?" she grins, moving an arm to run her hand down his cheek.
  <HUF> SecretlyaPanda flowfire bites his lip, his eyes flickering shut at her kiss, "You're.. Twisting my words, you drive me crazy. And I love that." He hisses, struggling to concentrate. His body reacting without his brains orders, "You inspire feelings in me that nobody has ever inspired, you make me desire to be happy. And, as a part undead, it's extremely rare for me to feel like that."
  <SLY> VampireCalanon JemHayden flushes slightly as she looks away from him, a smile on her face "A few people have said I seem to have the same effect on them. I dont know what it is. I cant control it, but it seems to work on almost everyone." she wasnt about to add it didnt work on her husband. She sighs heavily "Im sorry, Flow. I dont mean to do it on purpose. I was told that when I was turned, I brought some of my human side with me, even though they were adapted shall we say, for my new lifestyle." Jem lays her head on Flows shoulder, nuzzling into his neck.
<HUF> SecretlyaPanda flowfire shakes his head slowly, "You don't understand. I can't explain. You're just.. Wonderful, I don't mean it in the way I would've her. I could never, you're her best friend. I.. I loved her." he smiles and presses a kiss to her cheek, "You sound troubled, love. That's what I'm here for. Hell, you're attractive, but I just.. She. And you're married..."He adds the last bit, in hope that it would pull attention away from his failure to explain.
  <SLY> VampireCalanon JemHayden sighs as she lifts her head back up, nodding"I know. I know im just nothing compared to her. To what she was, what she would have become." she scoffs and turns on her heels, heading to the kitchen and grabbing a blood bag. Tearing it open with her teeth, she drains it, spilling some down her top and swearing loudly. Throwing the empty bag at the wall, she slides down the cupboard and sits on the floor just staring at the ring on her finger "Im sorry." she whimpers slightly.
  <HUF> SecretlyaPanda flowfire hisses and pushes himself off of the table, knocking over a chair in the process, before marching after her, "If you hadn't been married. It would've been you." His eyes close slowly, as his body slows, his mind slowing with it, "It should've been you." He sniffles, "We should've been happy. No, death, no unhappy marriage, Me. And you. It could.. Still. We could.. Why is this so difficult? I've killed so many people, read them their last rites as I drained them, but I can't tell some stupid girl I love her. That I've always loved her. That she's always been on my mind, that she's the amazing one. And I wish I was her husband, because he's truly the luckiest man on this %$!#@%$!# planet."He spins and looks upwards, "Gabriel save me."
  <SLY> VampireCalanon JemHayden flicks her eyes up at him as he talks, a small growl in her throat "Stupid girl?" she repeats as she stands up "Who are you calling a stupid girl?" her eyes ficker to black as she watches him closely "Hes lucky, yes. Lucky I havent walked right out that door after he spends more time at work than with me and our children. Lucky I love him so much." she wipes her  eyes "Im lucky. Lucky he loves me enough to forgive me for the stupid things I have done." her hand flies to her mouth as she turns to throw up in the sink.
  <HUF> SecretlyaPanda flowfire nods slowly, tears brimming once more in the corners of his eyes, today had been a long day, a long emotional day, "You. You wonderful, stupid little girl. I married a queen once. A queen that I never shed a tear over. And then there's this. Crying twice in one day. Because of you. You brilliant girl, so much more amazing than him."He frowns as she begins to throw up,rubbing her back gently, "Don't worry, little one. I'm here. You'll always be safe, always be forgiven. "
  <SLY> VampireCalanon JemHayden bursts into tears as she wipes her hand with the back of her mout "You dont understant, Flow. No one does. I love him. I love him so much it hurts me to think about not being with him." she runs her hand through her bubblegum pink hair "I though I lost him, twice, over the past few weeks." she turns to face Flow "I was willing to die rather than live without him." she sways slightly, grabbing the counter top to stop herself falling over, suddenly feeling lightheaded "I cant, Flow. I just cant."
  <HUF> SecretlyaPanda flowfire arches an eyebrow, "I understand. I understand exactly how it feels to want to die. To put everything on the line for a person. I did it. I went through with it. I bled out, for a girl once.This was the only way she could save me. By dooming me to walk alone. On this accursed Earth, for all eternity. Because she couldn't bare to be without me."He sniffles and hisses, running his own hand through his hair, "Never say I don't understand. I have felt too much in any lifetime. Too much for anyone. So much it killed me." He catches her dutifully, frowning.
  <SLY> VampireCalanon JemHayden sniffs, feeling suddenly stupid for her teary outburst "Flow, Im.." she starts and stops, not able to find the right words tosay. She was sick of saying sorry to everyone. Sometimes she just wasnt sorry. Jem looks up at him, slightly looking like a small child again as she listens to his words before lowering her head slightly "My problems are nothing in comparison."
  <HUF> SecretlyaPanda flowfire snarls and wrinkles his nose, "My problems are ones I've come to deal with. This is my destiny. Besides." He chuckles, tears bouncing from his face, "Some girls love it. The whole 'undead' thing is big in some parts of the world." He smiles sadly, still rubbing her back, "You may not want it, but it's always going to be true. My heart belongs to you, sweetest diamond."
  <SLY> VampireCalanon JemHayden growls at the snarling, almost ready to attack "The whole undead thing. she chuckles slightly "What about my husband? Hes not one of us. He wont be either." she shakes her head "Man, I have got to stop thinking about that." she mutters, running her hand over her stomach as she looks at Flow "I miss him when he is away, I dont think he understands that."
  <HUF> SecretlyaPanda flowfire wrinkles his nose, "Have you spoke to him about it? Nothing can be fixed if he doesn't know." He sighs, he shouldn't be handing out advice, he wasn't exactly in a committed relationship. He snickers, "I still don't understand how you could fall for one of those.. How did you get over the stink?"
  <SLY> VampireCalanon JemHayden nods "I tell him all the time." she sighs "I dont know what goes on in his head." she she blinks and snaps her head up "One of those?" she snarls "What do you mean, one of those?" she half yells at him. "That is my husband. My kids are half "one of those" aswell." she folds her arms across her chest "Insulting my family is not a good thing to to. Especially in my house." she narrows her eyes.
  <HUF> SecretlyaPanda flowfire smiles and holds his hands up to her, a gesture of peace, he didn't want to fight, "It was a fact. They are not us. I'm delighted that you're happy, I just wish it could've been a nice pure blooded man, but alas. This one is not to judge, I guess. Darling sister, sweetest diamond, my love, and my life. No offense was meant, I am sorry."His voice is calm and deep, but his eyes flit around her body nervously.
  <SLY> VampireCalanon JemHayden sighs and unfolds her arms "There better not have bee, Flow. Im serious. I have killed more powerful and stronger than you for the same reason." she turns to the kettle in attempt to distract herself and calm down "Insulting my family only gets you killed." she warns "I wont tell you again. And, for your information, he doesnt stink." she mutters.
  <HUF> SecretlyaPanda flowfire smirks, running his hands through his hair, "Oh, darlin'. They all stink. Another fact."He chuckles teasingly, "There were no insults. Just facts, love." His face threatens to break into laughter, as if he had turned into a teenager, once more, "Oh, darling, you are precious."
  <SLY> VampireCalanon JemHayden growls "Well if he does, and Im saying if, I cant smell it." she smiles to herself "He smells of..." she stops and giggles, unable to carry on "Im not telling you what he smells of to me. All I shall say on that matter is, he smells delicious." she turns round "Its one of the reasons I cant keep my hands off him."
  <HUF> SecretlyaPanda flowfire winces at her words, they stung. His heart on his sleeve, raw and bloody, "I care not what you get up to with... I-Him." He sniffs and hisses quietly, holding back a whimper. He holds his hand out of her, "I hate fighting with you, dearest. Without her, you're the only one I have left. The only friend I have." Speaking the words hurt him. But he couldn't lose her. Ever.
  <SLY> VampireCalanon JemHayden drops the smile from her face, seeing how the words hurt him. She walks over to him and wraps her arms round him in a tight hug "Im sorry Flow. I really am sorry. I hate arguing with you too. We have to stay strong. Be there for each other. I lost my best friend, my eternal sister. You lost the one you loved. She was the strongest one of us." she whispers.
  <HUF> SecretlyaPanda flowfire nods curtly, straightening up, regally, "Let none stand in our way. She is our cause, our justice. She is the pain we bring in the night. In her name, forever do we act." He glances at the ground and mutters, "In your name, I love." His arm curls around her waist and he sniffles into her shoulder, "She was ours, she shouldn't have died."
  <SLY> VampireCalanon JemHayden lets out a small sob at his words "In her name" she repeats, a few tears again falling down her cheek as she yawns. She was tired. The last few days she hadnt slept, as usual when Creven was away. She could have redecorated the whole castle by now if she was in the right frame of mind but she wasnt. Her eternal sister had died, followed by her father a few days ago. She had found her happiness at the bottom of a whiskey bottle. A few, in fact. She had sat all night with her crystal to her forehead, replaying all her memories she had growing up, just to see her father and her uncles faces. She was an emotional wreck right now and her husband had been at work the whole time, not knowing. Snapping back, she nods "She shouldnt have been taken."
  <HUF> SecretlyaPanda flowfire cuddles her close, rocking her gently, "Forever in our memories. Forever in our hearts. We will find you, love. We will be together, one day." He smiles mournfully, mouthing the words, 'I love you' to the roof. "Don't worry, sweetie. We'll be okay. Everything will be okay."
  <SLY> VampireCalanon JemHayden keeps her arms round him, rocking with him "I know we will." she murmurs "Not for a long time though, I hope." she adds quietly inbetween silent sobs, the tears flowing down her cheeks like a waterfall.
  <HUF> SecretlyaPanda flowfire nods, "You have children, you can never abandon them. Not until they grow up to be scary and strong like their mother. Even with a weak gene." He teases. His head falling down to her shoulder.
  <SLY> VampireCalanon JemHayden scoffs and rolls her eyes "They are stronger than I ever thought they would be." she digs her finger into his side ""They dont have a weak gene." she scowls "Why do you hurt me with your words, if you say you love me?"
  <HUF> SecretlyaPanda flowfire smiles happily, "They will be fine warriors. Just don't let your husband get a hold of them."He jibes. "I do it because It's the only way I know how to show affection. Love doesn't come easily to me." He shrugs, "I apologise."
  <SLY> VampireCalanon JemHayden sighs heavily as she drops her arms from around him, shaking her head at him "Please." she half begs him, sounding pathetic, she knew but she didnt care "Flow, please, just stop." she takes a few steps back from him "I cant have a conversation with you if all you are going to do is insult my husband and our children." she stifles a yawn, not through boredom, through exhaustion.
  <HUF> SecretlyaPanda flowfire pouts playfully, "Not the children, just the husband. And I'm only kidding. Otherwise I would've called him 'it' I mean no offense, ever. Remember that." He nods and gestures around, "This Is a lovely house. But I feel I have overstayed my welcome, and you must sleep. I should take my leave. Unless you want me to stay?" He yawns himself, rubbing his eyes.
  <SLY> VampireCalanon JemHayden stands and shakes her head "I appreciate that Flow. I mean you not calling my husband 'it'. That means a lot to me." she smiles slightly "He decorated it, and built the majority of it himself.” she smirks, rather smugly. Looking round she shrugs slightly "You can stay of you want to I mean there are five spare bedrooms upstairs. Take your pick."
  <HUF> SecretlyaPanda flowfire nods and shrugs, "It's difficult, but if it's what you want. Then I will... Persevere. Just don't ask me to like him, please." He narrows his eyes at her, not sure if it was a joke “Oh, darling. As much as I would love to stay and keep you company in this rather large domain, the... Temptation." His eyes run over her body hungrily, "Would be too intense. For your honour, my love. That is why I cannot."
  <SLY> VampireCalanon JemHayden narrows her eyes "Flow..." she warns laying her hands on her hips just wishing he would stop it. "I understand why you cant. I dont think I would be able to prise you and Creven apart if you came face to face with him. He would tear you to shreds and I dont think I could stand it." she smiles slightly before pressing her lips hard against his.
  <HUF> SecretlyaPanda flowfire purrs, a soft, teasing grin flickering over his face, she knew he was teasing, even if she didn't realise. He chooses not to speak, but bites down hungrily on her lip when she kisses him.
  <SLY> VampireCalanon JemHayden snakes her hand back around him, kissing him deeper. She knew she shouldnt be doing this right now but she couldnt help herself.
  <HUF> SecretlyaPanda flowfire growls, wrapping his arms around her neck, kissing her harder and more passionately with each passing second, he shouldn't. He should pull himself away, but she was oh so inviting.
  <SLY> VampireCalanon JemHayden growls slightly, kissing him back with more passion, more hunger, her arms tightening around him as if she didnt want to stop.
  <HUF> SecretlyaPanda flowfire whimpers in happiness, in adoration. He needed this, he needed her. But not like this. He untangled his arms, promptly followed by hers, "Diamond. We shouldn't. " He whispers.
  <SLY> VampireCalanon JemHayden chuckles slightly, leaving herh and where it was, a small smile on her face "I know, my love. I know. I wouldnt want you to let go either. It would get us in so much trouble." she sighs before leaning in for one last lingering kiss.
  <HUF> SecretlyaPanda flowfire smirks, "So much.." He mutters before curling his arm around her neck, deepening the kiss, and biting down on her lip, a lust filled look in his eyes.
<SLY> VampireCalanon JemHayden lets out a small moan as she smiles slightly, deepening the kiss slightly, the taste of him lingering on her lips as she reluctantly breaks it, taking a few steps back "Oh, the temptation" she purrs at him
  <HUF> SecretlyaPanda flowfire smirks and steps backwards, closing his eyes, "Kick me out of the house, before I lay my eyes once more on such a beauty. And am struck, incapable of leaving, incapable of obeying." He whimpers happily, "Before I steal you away to our own little dreamland." He smiles and twirls on the spot, " My unbeating heart beats forever for you."
  <SLY> VampireCalanon JemHayden giggles slightly "Well, my love" she whispers, taking a few steps closer to him "Maybe our dreamland may be where I want to be" she giggles slightly as she kisses his cheek, sighing slightly as she slips her hand into his and ushers him towards the door "But I think it may have to wait, before he comes home."
  <HUF> SecretlyaPanda flowfire smirks and flashes a wink at her, "And besides, it wouldn't be proper if your children found you in a state, with me. We will both have to wait, alas, diamond. I bid thee a much regretted, And a love-filled, fairwell. With most of my heart." He squeezes her hand, and slips out of the door, turning a final time, to blow her a final kiss.
  <SLY> VampireCalanon JemHayden sighs, slightly disappointed as she watches him walks down the long drive, chuckling at the sight of him blowing her a kiss. She licks her lips slightly, still able to taste him on them. She leans against the door frame until he disappears into the night, running her hand through her hair, confused at what she had done. Shutting the door she heads up to bed, crawling under the covers, running the events of the night through her head before reaching for her crystal and holding it to her forehead, removing them and letting them settle in the crystal. Creven would be able to read her thoughts if she left them to wander in her head so freely. She couldnt take any chances. She stashes the crystal back under her side of her bed and closes her eyes, drifting off to sleep.

Jem and Star (excuse the spelling mistakes)

Es xD  <RAV> Shamaness StarAndFlames bites her lip nervously as she steps up to her Momma's castle door. She curses herself silently for not sleeping more last night and letting the whole Aneya situation get to her, she shakes her head quickly before turning the handle and pushing the door open, stepping in quickly she looks around for her Momma.

  <SLY> TeaDrinkinCalanon JemHayden sighs, rather boredly, at the muggle thing on the wall. "TV" she mutters, unsure. Jem turns it off and heads to the kitchen, in a world of her own as she raids the fridge for something to drink. She slams the fridge door shut in slight anger and mutters under her breath. It was empty. She grumbles as she sits at the large oak table in the middle of the kitchen. She wasn't in the mood for a hunt. She was bored. And thirsty. She snaps her head up towards the door and takes a deep breath "Star? I'm in the kitchen." she calls out.

  <RAV> Shamaness StarAndFlames smiles slightly to herself as she makes her way towards the kitchen. Her Momma was in one of moods, she cautioned herself not to let something offense slip as she peers around the door and into the kitchen, she stands there awkwardly for a second and fidgets with her skirt before clearing her throat "Momma? You wanted to see me about something?" she says before making her way over to the table to stand be where her Momma sat.

  <SLY> TeaDrinkinCalanon JemHayden smiles slightly as Star enters the kitchen, a small chuckle escaping her lips as she watches h er daughter fidget, slightly nervous, so it would seem. Jem raises her eyes to watch as she walks across the kitchen and stops. Jem nods "I did, dear daughter. I did indeed." Jem stops and lets out a long sigh, not knowing how to fully explain the situation. She knew if she went outside to hunt, half of he town would be dead in half an hour. Jem had to choose her words carefully  and see if her daughter would let her feed from her. Maybe just a taste, enough to quench her thirst for a while before she went to hunt something stronger. The thing was, Jem hadnt fed for a few days and was unsure about how much or how little she could manage without loosing control. "Star, princess. I have to ask you a small favor " she starts, her eyes meeting her ddaughters "I need to feed. Blood. It has to be fresh though and I don't trust myself to go outside without a small bit of blood in me. I was wondering." she stops, hoping she understood what her was asking.

  <RAV> Shamaness StarAndFlames blinks slightly as she stares at her Momma, knowing fully well what she was asking of her as she chews her lip in thought. She glances at her Momma before pursing her her lips out and standing a little straighter. Her heart beating a little faster as she takes the seat next to her Momma. "I.. Are you saying you wish to feed from me Momma? I would gladly let you. But, Aneya.. When she did it, it was hard for her to even stop.." she whispers quietly as she peers up at her Momma. "I trust you completely.. So if you absolutely need to.."

  <SLY> TeaDrinkinCalanon JemHayden closes her eyes, listening to the quickening heartbeat of her daughter. Could she do it? she questions herself mentally as she listens. Jems eyes open, flickering red "Aneya." she scoffs and rolls her eyes "That girl has no self control. I have been a vampire for a very long time dear, longer than her. I have control." she smiles at Star and tilts her head, her eyes resting on her daughters neck. No not the neck, she scolds herself  People would know. Jem snaps back, removing her attention from her neck and dropping her eyes, half in shame "I'm asking you if I can feed from you." she answers, slight guilt in her voice "I wouldn't if I weren't desperate. I have to feed fresh if i haven't fed for a while. Its safer. For everyone." she adds.

  <RAV> Shamaness StarAndFlames flinches slightly at her Momma's words towards Aneya. She shakes her head again, determined to not let Aneya's choice bother her as a stubborn look crosses her face and she looks back at her Momma. "You can feed from me, Momma. I'd hate for you to go out and lose control.." she whispers with a shudder at the images flashing through her mind before casting a grin at her Momma. "

  <SLY> TeaDrinkinCalanon JemHayden watches Star closely, a slight frown on her face. Was this asking too much of her? Should she even be asking it at all. Jem shakes her head, ridding the doubt from her head as she smiles over at her, nodding. "Thank you princess."she whispers "Everyone will thank you too, for letting them live" she chuckles at her own sick sense of humor. Of course no one will even know that her daughter will have saved the majority of the towns lives, but allowing her to feed from her, Jem was grateful. Tucking her hair behind her ear, Jem eyes up Stars wrist licking her lips absentmindedly.

  <RAV> Shamaness StarAndFlames giggles softly at her Momma's words, a slight smirk playing over her lips, knowing all to well what her Momma was capable of."I'm glad I can help you Momma.." she whispers lowly as she follows her Momma's eyes to her wrist, tilting her head slightly as her eyes scan over her face."How do you want to.."she whispers not quit finishing sentence. Hoping she understands.

  <SLY> TeaDrinkinCalanon JemHayden slowly runs her hand down her daughters face "Its ok" she whispers, locking her eyes with hers "I will make sure you will be ok" she promises, a smile on her face as her other hand reaches down for Stars hand. Slowly, Jem lifts it up to her mouth "Close your eyes. Imagine you are on a beach somewhere. It helps take away the pain." she sighs, moving her eyes from Stars and focussing them on her wrist for a few seconds before sinking her fangs in.

  <RAV> Shamaness StarAndFlames closes her eyes as she tries focusing on calming pictures. A smiles tugs at the corner of her lips."Yes Momma." she says calmly, flinching slightly as her Momma bites into her. She grasps her chair slightly, fighting every urge to tug her wrist away as she clenches her teeth together.

  <SLY> TeaDrinkinCalanon JemHayden growls slightly and closes her eyes, feeling the warm liquid hitting the back of her throat. She hadnt fed for a few weeks but she was, as she said, controlled. She could stop when she wanted, when she had her fill. Growling louder Jem bites down harder, drinking more of her daughters blood, feeling herself grow stronger by the minute, the color returning to her face slowly. Opening her eyes to look at Star, Jem growls again, feeling almost unable to stop. This is what Star had said about Aneya. Drinking from Star made Jem feel like she was out of control. She felt dizzy, slightly sick but, even after all that, she didnt want to stop.

  <RAV> Shamaness StarAndFlames flinches slightly as her Momma bites down harder. Her fingers turning white almost as her grip tightens on her chair, she stairs wide eyed at her Momma. Was this supposed to take this long. She was getting light headed, the room was slightly spinning as she closed her eyes again. "Momma.." she calls out softly, begging with her mind for her to get in control of herself. To stop and remember who she was feeding on, the mistake she will make if she continues.

  <SLY> TeaDrinkinCalanon JemHayden lets out another small growl as she snaps her head away from Stars wrist, lightheaded. Jem drops Stars wrist and falls backwards slightly, gripping the edge of the table to stop herself from falling, her other hand flying to her head "Star." she mutters as she slowly lowers herself onto one of the chairs"Princess...I'm sorry. I don't know what came over me. I went too far." her voice trails off, ending in a whisper as her eyes land on her daughters wrist.

  <RAV> Shamaness StarAndFlames shakes her head slightly as she shakes. Sliding her hand over her wrist and pulling it close to her body before glancing up at her Momma, flashing her a small smile "It's okay Momma.. I did warn you though.. I don't know what it is about me.." She smirks slightly at her Momma, trying to comfort her.

  <SLY> TeaDrinkinCalanon JemHayden closes her eyes and takes a few deep breaths as she wipes her mouth with the back of her hand. Holding up a hand to her daughter, she shakes her head "Its ok. Its me. Not you. Im fine. Just a bit lightheaded. What is it with your blood? Its so.. different." she tilts her head, the taste of the blood still at the back of her throat. Jem wrinkles her nose slightly, not noticing the slight smirk on Stars face.

  <RAV> Shamaness StarAndFlames smiles slightly as she gets shakily to her feet before falling back down to the chair, she casts a smiles to her Momma as she slides her fingers through her hair with twirling a long black curl around her finger, trying to make the room quit spinning. "I don't know Momma.. I guess it has the same affect on Aneya as well. I wish I knew how it made you feel.."

  <SLY> TeaDrinkinCalanon JemHayden murmurs under her breath, placing her hands on her temples before looking up at Star, a small smile on her face as she shakes her head "No, I wouldn't wish this feeling on anyone least of all my own daughter. Just promise me you wont bite yourself or something." she jokes.

  <RAV> Shamaness StarAndFlames giggles softly to herself as she slides her fingers over the indents of her Momma's fangs on her wrist. Flinching slightly before glancing up at her Momma, chewing her lip. "Is it that bad Momma I guess I should have warned you more."She whispers, bowing her head slightly.

  <SLY> TeaDrinkinCalanon JemHayden shakes her head, chuckling slightly as the feeling slowly starts to wear off "I dont know if I took enough to turn you, Star." she mutters, just loud enough for Star to hear. Lowering her gaze, Jem felt sick and disappointed with herself. She sighs as she runs her hands through her long pink hair, trying not to let Star see the look on her face.

  <RAV> Shamaness StarAndFlames frowns slightly as she fidgets with her skirt, she lifts her head up and looks up at her Momma. "Are you sure? Cause if not.." she holds her wrist back out to her 

Momma. She holds onto the chair as her eyes look over her Momma's face.

  <SLY> TeaDrinkinCalanon JemHayden tilts her head slightly, watching Star offer out her wrist to her, her mother, a thirsty vampire. Wait... She was still thirsty? the burning was there.; But she had just fed. How can that be? wrinkles her nose at the thought of being so thirsty, before she looks up again at her daughter, beaming "If you are sure this is what you want." she asks quietly "I have to know, you have to /promise/ me you wont tell anyone who turned you." she requests, almost begging. If the town knew she were a vampire, they would kill her. Jem shudders at the thought.

  <RAV> Shamaness StarAndFlames nods quickly up at her Momma, a smile across her lips as she giggles at the request. "I swear I wont Momma. I'll keep it to myself" she wiggles slightly in her chair, growing anxious as she  glances up into her eyes.

  <SLY> TeaDrinkinCalanon JemHayden nods as Star talks, a small smirk on her face "Oh I know you will, my dear." she laughs as she stands up and makes her way around the table to her daughter. After biting her own writs, Jem holds her wrist in front of Stars face "Drink" she orders "Drink this, then when i feed properly from you, you will die. But, with vampire bloody in your system, you will be brought back to life in a few minutes" she explains, slightly softer tones in her voice. "Its the only way." she adds.

  <RAV> Shamaness StarAndFlames wrinkles her nose slightly as she glances up at her Momma. Taking her wrist in her hand she places her lips over where her Momma had bit and closes her eyes, allowing the blood to flow down her throat, she shudders slightly from the taste. "I hope this will work Momma." she whispers softly as she pulls away from her Mommas wrist and offers her own up to her.

  <SLY> TeaDrinkinCalanon JemHayden nods and mutters under her breath at the odd feeling of someone feeding from her. Jem lets her arm drop and stuffs it into her pocket "It will, princess, I promise." she whispers, kissing the top of her head before taking a deep breath and once again sinking her fangs deep into her daughters wrist, her eyes turning blood red immediately.

  <RAV> Shamaness StarAndFlames closes her eyes as she flinches slightly, mentally prepared this time as she clenches her teeth together and flashes happier thoughts through her mind. Completely calming herself as her breathing slows and she feels dizzy again. "I trust you, Momma." she whispers through clenched teeth.

  <SLY> TeaDrinkinCalanon JemHayden drains Star slowly, feeling herself growing stronger every passing minute. Jem blinks rapidly, the strange taste of the blood hitting her. What the hell was in this? It was making her feel funny again. Something was different. It wasn't human blood. She had a taste of human blood. A lot of it in fact. This was stronger, a different taste, an almost different texture, if that were possible. Jem glances at her daughter briefly.

  <RAV> Shamaness StarAndFlames loosens her grip slightly on the chair as she slumps slightly against the back, her head feeling as if it was spinning. She could feel her heartbeat slowing down to a slow thump. Her breath coming out very shallow.

  <SLY> TeaDrinkinCalanon JemHayden tilts her head, listening to Stars heartbeat slow down and almost stop. Jem keeps feeding, draining the life from her daughter. She knew nothing bad would happen. She could have just as easily have snapped her neck. Jem laughs internally at herself, her ears picking up the sound of the shallow breathing. A few more minutes left.

  <RAV> Shamaness StarAndFlames opens her eyes slightly and watches her Momma before taking a last breath, her head slumping back against the chair as her hand completely loses its grip on the chair her body going limp, almost falling from the chair.

  <SLY> TeaDrinkinCalanon JemHayden snaps her head up, removing her fangs from her daughters arm. Jem scoops her up and darts to the front room, picking up a towel on the way. Laying Star on the sofa, Jem sits next to her on the floor, pressing the towel against the bite marl, muttering under her breath.

  <RAV> Shamaness StarAndFlames holds completely still not sure exactly what just happened. She knew for one that she wasn't on the chair she had died in. Star listens to the sounds around her, noticing the someone was sitting on the floor close to her. She stiffens slightly, not entirely sure but aware of the somewhat familiar person.

  <SLY> TeaDrinkinCalanon JemHayden moves slightly as Star stiffens up "Princess? Are you ok?” Jem questions quietly, knowing her daughters hearing and vision would have increased in the change. She lays a hand on Stars arm Princess? Its momma." she whispers, more urgently. Had something gone wrong?

  <RAV> Shamaness StarAndFlames bolts up as she widens her eyes, twisting away from the touch before realizing it was only her Momma. "Well.. This is different." she whispers more to herself then her Momma. She glances around, her eyes finally falling onto her Momma and a grin spreading across her face."You're even more beautiful now then when I was human, Momma!"

  <SLY> TeaDrinkinCalanon JemHayden sits back, watching Stars reaction to her new self. She smiles "One more thing" she whispers "You need to feed from a human in the next twenty four hours" before she giggles "And you Princess, are even more beautiful too."

  <RAV> Shamaness StarAndFlames frowns slightly as her eyes trace over her Mommas features and she takes in her scent. "A human Momma? Can't I just have one of your bags?"

  <SLY> TeaDrinkinCalanon JemHayden shakes her head "For the transformation to be complete you need to feed from a human. Otherwise, you will die and not come back." she explains. "Do you want to hunt, or shall I find you someone?"

  <RAV> Shamaness StarAndFlames sighs softly, crossing her arms over her chest in a pout before grinning at her Momma. "I think.. For everyone’s safety, that it would be best if you found me someone.."

  <SLY> TeaDrinkinCalanon JemHayden nods slowly, chuckling at her daughters stance "Well I'm glad you have some of your human side" she jokes as she stands up, nodding. "I shall go right now The sooner the better." she adds kissing Stars head and bolting out the door like a gust of wind and heading to the forest where she knew campers would be.

  <RAV> Shamaness StarAndFlames giggles softly to herself as she watches her Momma leave. She stands and widens her eyes slightly as tries walking across the room and fails as she ends up tripping over her feet, not expecting how fast her legs would carry her as she sits with a huff in the spot she had fallen. Thinking it best if she waits for her Momma's return.

  <SLY> TeaDrinkinCalanon JemHayden wanders back in through the front door, dragging a all-to-willing human behind her. She grins, and turns to face him, locking her eyes with his "Follow me. You will let my daughter feed from you and you wont make a sound" she whispers "Nod if you agree" she watches as the man nods and leads him to Star "Why are you in the middle of the room princess?"

  <RAV> Shamaness StarAndFlames grins as she jumps to her feet and stands next to her Momma, her eyes lingering over the man as she licks her lips slightly "Well.. I tried walking over to the window and failed and tripped over my to fast moving feet. It wasn't very graceful.." she whispers her eyes sliding down to the mans throat.

  <SLY> TeaDrinkinCalanon JemHayden laughs and glances at the man stood behind her stood like a statue "Yes, I was like that before I had my first feed. It takes a while to get used to a few things" she watches Star lick her lips "Go for it child." she urges "You need to feed, remember. The burning in your throat? It means you are thirsty. Dont let this man go to waste."

  <RAV> Shamaness StarAndFlames steps over to the man and slides her hand over his neck, pulling him down to her level before biting into his neck and letting out a soft growl when the blood reaches her tongue, she grips his shoulder tightly before draining him quickly, shoving him to the ground as she wipes her mouth and looks to her Momma. "That.." she whispers, not completely knowing how to word it.

  <SLY> TeaDrinkinCalanon JemHayden takes a seat on the sofa, smiling proudly as she watches the scene infront of her. A small laugh escapes her lips as Star throws the man to the ground, a small thud echoing around the room Jems smile widens "Feel better?" she asks, chuckling "Welcome to the world of vampirism, princess.”

  <RAV> Shamaness StarAndFlames nods and she skips over and takes a seat next to her Momma, curling her legs underneath her as she beams at her."Much better, Momma. Am I safe to be around Aunt Gin and everyone?" she mumbles the words rather quickly as she casts a glance over at the man on the floor.

  <SLY> TeaDrinkinCalanon JemHayden laughs and nods as Star sits next to her "You will be. You have to learn to control your thirst. Keep some blood bags with you at all times for emergencies, or you can go kill animals just as long as its not a fox or a wolf I'm fine with anything. Rabbits tend to taste better." she adds, giggling at the thought of chasing rabbits.

  <RAV> Shamaness StarAndFlames nods to her Momma as she chews her lip, anxious to go test herself around everyone."Can we go Momma? Your stay with me though, right? Just in case."

  <SLY> TeaDrinkinCalanon JemHayden nods and takes Stars hand, squeezing it "Sure we can sweetie. Its good to be around people now you have fed. Just be warned, you will hear a lot of heartbeats. It may send you a bit crazy."